Monday, June 04, 2007

"you're the monkey I got on my back... that tells me to shine"

I don't like it when people get too close to me anymore. They just ruin my balance. And poor them, it's not even their fault. I know it's me the one who should keep en garde and know for sure where it should stop, where to place the limit.

It still bugs me big time the fact that if I want to sleep with someone, i give them more room than if they are people i don't feel attracted to.. it doesn't seem too fair. In the same time it's so primitive and instinctual. Shouldn't I repress that if I pretend to be an evolved human being instead of a monkey with a dick sitting in a tree? I don't want instincts to rule my life and make my decisions.. but can it be different?

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